Back from the dead

Dec 15, 2009 1 comment.

Whoa, it’s been forever since I’ve blogged but here I am so it’s all good!

Currently, I’m working on a new look for the site and lots of brushes to come! So that’s fairly exciting!

Also, I’m looking for advertising to buy. Have any suggestions? I’d love to hear them.

So, is there anything you want to see? Resource wise…. OH, and I have a tutorial I need to put up. I made it literally 3 months ago, easy! I have all the screen shots up I just need to upload everything.

Love Maria

see…

Nov 6, 2009 13 comments.

there’s this place in me where your fingerprints still rest,

your kisses still linger,

and your whispers softly echo.

It’s the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.

I can’t say much to be honest because it’s an open site where people float in and out.

I packed her up from every corner of my room… on the bed;the chest; the mantle piece; the window; my key chain… my life. I packed her up and put her away, somewhere to collect dust but not be forgotten.

I’ve been spending my week bashing myself and telling myself it’s all my fault, only to realise that it’s far from it. She knows me, I know me… she should know what I’m like and she does. The fact of the matter is, she walked away whilst I was standing still, no matter what my moving lips were saying. We both knew it and know it…

No matter how hard I try to put her away I always stumble across something that make my heart ache.

Will I fight? No. Will I crawl? No chance in hell. Will I wait? Absolutely. Will I forgive? But not forget. Will I love again? Only the stars hold that answer.

Love Maria

Before the worst, before we met…

Sep 24, 2009 4 comments.

before our hearts decide it’s time to love again….

I was speaking to someone the other day which sparked some thoughts revolving around death.

She told me she was scared of death, which is truth for most of us. It’s human nature to fear the unknown. Since the beginning of time man has done exactly that.

Religion, spiritual beliefs, friendships, passions…. those are things we include in our lives to make it meaningful; to make everything around us mean something.
I think the more we fear dying the less we enjoy living. The fact is, death is a crucial part of the circle of life. It’s the one sure thing… that everything, eventually, dies.

So, I say, instead of being scared or fearful of death, embrace it. We have no means of predicting the future, and if we did, I would be disinclined to use it. I love how life is so unpredictable. I love how life is so random. I love how there’s always something around the corner…. and I love how we can be sure nothing stays the same.

Death isn’t out to get us…. death isn’t bad and shouldn’t be associated as so. But for some of us, death may just be around the corner. So embrace this notion…. live everyday to the fullest. Let death power you forward living and breathing life.

Love it and live and you can be damn sure the only thing people will be saying when you’re gone is that you were fearless and courageous and there are absolutely no regrets.

And for those who don’t get this chance, that unfortunately due to circumstances unknown and situations irreversible, live shortened life… this is too is sad, yes… but again, take it and learn from it. Be greatful that you were not one of those people.

Love Maria